Jesus it sounds like complete torture. The doctors are surposed to be medical professionals not business men. I'm currently getting fucked around by doctors at the moment, so many refferals you have to go through. Have you tried using kratom for withdrawal? You have beautiful plants! I'm getting into a bit of growing myself.
https://steemit.com/marijuana/@pingapete/first-marijuana-grow
RE: Cannabis, It totally saved my life!