I realize I do enjoy getting my dick sucked.
Why not start- and stop - with that, without over thinking it too much?
Maybe, just maybe - you just really like getting your dick sucked..?
We all have our own enjoyments in sex. Just go with the flow.
When you find a girl (guy?) who likes to suck, as much as you like being sucked - all the self examination disappears in an experience of ecstasy.
Just enjoy your sexuality babes, don't beat yourself up....
( I loooooove sucking, btw ! lol)
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