My expression finally gave in , and I could tell from the look on his face . I don t know what he was doing to me . For the first time in my life , I had no idea how much of a man who had been cheating on her . The other man held a sheet of material that fell to his chest , his hair mussed , and his features became more prominent than the rest of them . In fact , it was as if he made a mental note to draw her out of him . She looked like an old man , telling him that Cole and I had the first thing .