DIARY EXCERPT: the year is 2016, my now ex- is a pencil thin scots divorcee of 4 children - a permanent stress ball of neediness. is this my soulmate? deception topped with cowardice. led down into my rabbit hole to be gassed as her new life plan takes flight with sex elsewhere. yes i am breathing gas. i need air. i need a steemit break. it is cold in my burrow. our commitment is severed. the chemistry remains. but why? i am a dead rabbit. many lie dead at my side. 24/11/16.