Today has been absolutely exhausting.
- had a HUGE fight with flatmate
- 1 day before vacation colleague breaks my code
- went to a Meetup and just feel some hate from some people, just because I said I was against censorship
It's amazing people start to treat you like a complete outsider once they realize you don't share the group opinion.
I've also been reading about Sigil magick. The idea is to create a symbol and consciously concentrate your intent on it.
I believe it works but more for psychological reasons than magical ones.
I made a Sigil to protect my stuff from my roommate.
I felt like he was really pushing me and trying to manipulate me. So I said a bunch of horrible stuff based on some unpleasant aspects of his own life. To some extent I feel bad ... But overall I just want to move out.
I'm completely unhappy with my home life. I really would like my own space.
I'd almost say I'm exhausted with Montreal itself. Like I said I'm complete outsider here. Then again I've always been an outsider everywhere I go.