Things will get better
Recently, my life has been so terrible, I'm surrounded with negative people that just dragged me down, lied to me, made me believed that I was doing wrong, acted as a victim and ruined my life. I thought that it was just me, the problem is me, but I realized, I might have a sharp tounge when I get hurt,(which I know is wrong) Im still the one who gave them love that they don't get from others. I got issues like they got issues. All I know is I get mad when they do hurt me because I don't do such thing to hurt them.
I'm the loving person that they won't forget. I was too weak, they think that I'm gonna forgive them over and over again. I have this soft heart that they used to manipulate me. Yes, they manipulated me!
How? They simply talkshit behind my back, lied, betrayed, neglected. And pretended I was wrong.
Now, that I thought all of this earlier, I felt so stupid. I trusted too much. But anyways, I have to forget those and live my life, focus on what I want, what I want to be and try to achieve my goal. I'm gonna avoid negative people around me and do my own thing for my daughter. No one can bring me down ever again because here I am now, I'm standing strong. I'm going to neglect the people that been treated like a piece of s. I realized they don't deserve my time.
I should focus on building new friends now here on steemit, and have fun doing steemit. Im gonna rock and change for the better. :)