One time a friend asked me, "Are you happy."
It made me think and I got some holdback to say Yes right away.
Then I realized, I am not happy.
I'm back to myself pretending and forcing myself to be happy.
Then as days past, the thought became my anxiety. I got frustrated as I start to realize all of my feelings.
I'm Lonely.
I wonder, till when will I feel this loneliness? But hopefully, not so long. I wanna be in peace once again. I know I can fight this. I can do this. But for now, I'll need to cater the loneliness.
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