This is the moments in my life i wonder.whats the use of this life .i mean is it just a struggle to get money and then we die .our lives are dictated even before were born .our names picked for us .i sometimes dont like facing the sad truth .life is meant to have low points .but these days i fee like thats all there is for me .we as humans do call ourselves intelligent but all our smarts and we still beat little children and women and some of us go hungry while others waste.when a problem is too big i give up .now i know why i started weed .it was one of this times .i just need a lift to somewhere higher .so for me its kush till the death of me