if all this time you live is still dependent on your parents, from now on start to be independent, start is to live alone, start from now.
if you have done it, then you will know what life is like, how to fight for your own life .. then you will understand the sweetness of life.
so many people give up and despair when they are crazy somewhere and they face various problems in their lives so they become wild and do not understand what to do.
then try to do the best with a good environment so that will be someone who succeed in the future. never hope to others. do it yourself and rely on yourself.