Good day to all Hivers here! I'm qtickles. I lived in the Philippines and I am a pure Filipino, I was born in Cebu City and moved out to Tabogon during my Grade level 4. I just turned 18 last March.
I'm the Second of my 5 siblings and I want to share a peek of my introduction here. I describe myself as someone being a talkative and sometimes shy and passionate person. I have different personalities depending on someone who trusts me. I am an extrovert sometimes being a good introvert type person.
Let us explore myself here!
I always describe my life as a game. I have lots of losses, my parents had expectations from me since I am the eldest girl of my 5 siblings. Both of my parents lead me to be afraid of my decisions in my life.
Both of my parents don't have work and are away from me and my brother so, my lola (granny) takes care of us, it was really hard since my lola is older and she was 71 years of age so I had the patience to understand this situation.
In addition to that, my youngest brother is still at the age of one, so it's hard to take care of him, especially in times when he was crying and got sick. Sometimes, I feel heavy in my body and end up with breakdowns.
I promised myself that I would not imitate my family, I would not depend on them to survive, I would stand on my own feet, and I would work hard to fulfill my dreams in life and to help my siblings.
As a Sinor High Student, it was challenging for me and it was hard since I am currently in the last year of my senior year and it's hard to manage my time being a school girl and taking care of my brother at the same time.
as a student, even though there are many hardships in life, I was able to endure it for my brother, my brother is the only one who gives me the strength to finish this study.
All of my struggles, I am using it my inspiration and motivation in my life. Because I know how life works, I know it's unfair but this is the way how I survive.
It may be so hard and may be challenging but at the end of the day everything is worth it, someday I will be proud of myself because I overcome all the struggles and challenges in life.
Those challenges I mentioned above give me the strength to continue and still stand amidst the different circumstances that are trying to get me down.
At my age, I am forced my self to become mature but I am childish in people's thinking, I would like to thank those people who healed my inner child and I am thankful to have them.
The things I love to do and my hobbies
The things I love the most are listening to music especially "James Arthur music" and also I love city lights, sunset, the sea and no other than my dog.
This serves as my comfort zone during my breakdowns and becomes so exhausting in life.
I love reading so much! Reading a poem reading a romance and especially reading a book at night, I am having a hard time reading it all.
Reading has become my companion in life, through reading I can express my emotions. I also have lots of books featuring different kinds of emotions, I am the type of a person if I have a problem will share it to move out all the hurts in my heart, and I open up to someone I know the most, and I know how it was hard to keep it all by yourself.
Aside from reading, I also love listening to music.it is one of my comfort zones when my life is being emotionally breakdowns, and listening to music is one of my escapes, I can read while listening to music, and it also music helps me to think peacefully, one of my favorite singers in the music industry is James Arthur, I am a big fan of it and one of my favorite song of him is "Say You Won't Let go" from the song got my attention, and become my motto in life.
Imagine sitting on the mountain while watching a nice view of city lights is one of my comfort zones, Someday, I will build a house near the top of a mountain, I would like to go outside when the time it comes 7:00 to watch the beautiful city.
And Looking at the nice view of the city lights and speaking of the tree"YES I MADE IT"This is the most awaited part of my life, I would do anything to take a picture every night, I still have the lights to look forward every day, I would love to take a picture of the city every night, that's one of my biggest dreams.
And this is my dog!! I love dogs!! I am a mommy of my 1 dog named Winkyy. Just by purring and lying at me, I am happy that I have my dog, I treat my dog as my family. I can also sense that they love me because whenever I feel sad, they come up to me and hug me, it's so heartmelting.
Also, I love traveling in life, whenever I'm not feeling okay I would like to travel to the city to see people how happy they are and see them be okay as already I am. I also like taking pictures in sunset in silhouette styles.
The thing I am gonna enjoy the most is being a traveler, hope someday I will travel to another country.
Also, I love math, math is my favorite subject, I got 69/70 on my exam during my 1st semester and I listened to those problems discussed by Ma'am Smile in her wonderful subject Business math, solving math is one of my best therapies.
Lastly, I love sleeping, whenever I'm not okay or I'm sad, I let the softness of the blanket and pillows hug me and get a sleep, it's my way of resting emotionally and physically.
The thing I'm just gonna enjoy my journey here in Hive and hopefully, I find new friends. Our Adviser,@callmesmile introduced me to a hive and I was more than thankful for that, she encouraged me to try blogging.
Since I love sunset, the question "Why would you not try?" lingered in my mind and here I am! Starting my journey as a newbie here in Hive. Also @indayclara and @ybanezkim26 oriented us about Hive for better understanding. it's a big help for students like me, especially since I am a graduating student it is a big opportunity for me to develop my writing skills.
This community helps me a lot especially because I want to enhance my writing skills and also I want to gain a lot of knowledge to construct English words as well.
based on my blog I love traveling, so I can help people where they want to go and so they know what place they went to, I can also help you to know the places' names.
Have a great day ahead, and God bless!