welcome to steemit. i am sry yo feel like that. That's true in the beginning it is hard. I can give you a tip write less posts for the moment and more good comments on subjects you are interested in to create followers. Try to join communities, find them on discord and join, make friends. Later you write more posts when you have loyal followers and get better rewards. Hope to see you around buddy
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