Hi there,
My name is Cala Mazú. Weird name right? I like it though. I named myself like that after a small town I once lived. So yeah, you can also notice that is not my real name, but that's how I want people to know me. That is the only thing I'll hide about myself: my actual name. The rest of it is totally crystal clear.
So let's leave it there, my name is Cala. Call me Cala. I'm Cala. Like the flower, the calla lilly. Yes!! That one.
I'm 25 years old and I think I'm facing a crisis. There's this meme of a girl that's excited about turning 20, and she's all happy when she turns 21. Then the 22 arrive, and she's still happy until she gets to the 23, and things are getting a little bit confusing, but still, happiness all along. Then she turns 24, and suddenly she's 25, AND HOW THE HELL DO YOU STOP THIS THING? THE 26 ARE JUST AROUND AT THE CORNER AND OH BOY!!! THE 30s ARE GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER!!! HOW DO YOU STOP THIIIIIIIIIISSSS??? Yeah, That's exactly where I am. I'm just five years away from the scary 30s, and I think I might be a little scared. What do you think?
I'm living in the country with the worst economic crisis ever, Venezuela. This is probably the main reason why I decided to pour myself into words. This is my way to drain all the anxiety and stress I face every day just because I live in this place. It is a way to turn all my problems into a kind of solution. Not only because you might get rewarded (please, no one would ever deny their eyes shined when they found out Steemit helps you make money), but also because I needed to get into something new, into a new community, into a new social network that won't consume my spirit. Hopefully, this is the right place for it.
Most importantly, I am a singer. I write it here and I'll write it all the time to remind myself of that. I am a singer. If we ever happen to develop this crazy virtual relationship and you get to know me profoundly, you'll notice I am many things. I'm also a makeup artists and an editor of written content. I'm also optimistic and enthusiastic about life, although I'm coming here as a sad grey cloud. I'm blond and of average height. I'm very childish, and I don't know why people like that, but they do. I'm very impatient, and that's also the reason for my anxiety. But above all things, I am a singer. That is the best definition of myself.
Psychologists are too expensive so, please, be mine and whenever you can, give me your advice. It will always be much appreciated <3
Merci merci,
Cala