This week has been pretty surreal to me. I got the news that my partner's father just passed away two days ago.
It's really heartbreaking and I feel like I've heard of many more deaths this year than I have ever been.
Losing anyone in our life is never easy despite the relationship that we might have with them. I couldn't even process what I was hearing either and my sleep has been pretty much a mess as well. There have been so many deaths all around me, more than I've ever seen. While it's not directly my parents, I feel huge sympathy and loss. As a good partner, the best I could do is being a place to lean on when the going gets tough.
That's also why everything I was doing was a little halted but also accelerated. I wanted to keep my mind off since hearing those just reminds me of the experiences I had earlier. So, I tried my best working on things I could as well. I just want this year to pass and I am working towards a better 2025.
These days, I was also being reminded how time is particularly valuable. I don't think money can buy it and we can never rewind what was lost. So, itโs teaching me to make sure that I am wisely spending it.
Thatโs all I guess for my morning musings. Typically when I am not going based on my schedule, I tend to get a little agitated and want to get back on the loop again.
So, see you on my weekly development update.
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