caelum1infernum Actifit Report Card: August 9 2022

Yesterday was a weird day you gotta read this!
Hello πŸ‘‹πŸ€© everyone welcome to another actifit report.

Sadly couldn't reach my 10k daily too many things to do and was busy as usual which is a good thing the restaurant becoming a hit now with only 2 months since opening amazing achievement.

On the way home now

I like taking pictures of the buildings here it's creative how they built it.

I have an urge to smoke for few weeks now I always have that every year. Weird thing is every year I will buy a pack of cigarette 🚬 and just smoke one cigarette 🚬 and I just find random people who does smoke and give the rest of the pack of cigarettes to them I don't know why I do it sometimes I miss the smell of it but after I had one cigarette 🚬 i will regret buying it lol 🀣

But this year something new happened the moment I light my cigarette 🚬 a man just walk towards me and starting to get angry with me he said that "why do you smoke? It's bad for your health" I just stood there looking at him as he goes closer to me he said "please throw it now please don't smoke while walking it's bad"

Still I just look at him wondering in my head man I just light it and this guy just talk to me like that I wanted to laugh but I just stand there waiting for him to finish whatever he wanted to say to me he seems unhappy so I wait for him until he finish with his anger these days I just let people shout at me in the old days I punch them straight away without thinking but after what I've been thorough with life I understand everyone has their own suffering that they go through their own demons that they are fighting so I just stand there looking at him without making any expression on my face and keep smoking.

He started to get a bit scared maybe because I didn't say anything and I turn my full attention to him trying to analyse why he's so angry he told me "please just throw the cigarette God sent me to help you" now he change his sentence by using god I do appreciate it actually I do wish God sent him to help me but I didn't feel it from the guy.

So finally I go closer to him I said thank you but I have to go now. Then I walk away continue smoking my cigarette 🚬

I keep wondering why he's mad at me smoking I don't think he's angry with me the more I think about it the more reasons I find why he is angry he's not angry with me well this is just a theory I don't know if it's true myself.

But I do have a friend that doesn't drink or smoke because he's brother died due to excessive drinking and smoking also I can't confirm this story because I never met his brother I just want to believe him because he does not drink he does not smoke so a powerful reason will make a man stop doing something or does something.

My theory is maybe he's angry with whoever that smoke and got ill or maybe died due to smoking maybe his family or friends I don't know I just assume if I ever meet him again I will thank him again hoping I can lift whatever suffering he has inside of him.
What do you think? If I could rewind it I would have thrown the cigarette where he can see with his own eyes just to make him happy.

I try to help people on a daily basis I'm trying to find ways of doing so like carrying stuff for women, children or old people, opening doors for people doesn't matter women or men etc.

That man reminded me another thing that happened to me years ago I was quite young at the time but I guess that will be in another post because it will be a long post it's one of my great failures where I didn't analyse the problem correctly and made the wrong decision I thought I help the guy by being harsh instead I made him worse.

Anyway back to actifit. When I arrive home I cook my own meal cook some meat πŸ– toast bread 🍞 cheese πŸ§€ topped with salted chilli, mayonnaise and mustard yes I know not healthy lol 🀣 but I really wanna eat.

Trying to be a chef here πŸ˜‚ decorate a bit

Looks good 🀠 taste delicious πŸ˜‹
That's all for yesterday's report to that guy if whatever luck or chance you reading this do comment below would love to meet you again and talk to you about the cigarette 🚬 problem bless you take care and keep safe always.

I am alive and I am thriving by understanding others you can thrive further.
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