Hi and welcome to hive blockchain social media Flurdecar @flurdecar, I believe you are a strong woman, have faith that everything will be all right as long as you keep on doing your best in life. Life is not easy, I agree with you on this, I too sometimes question myself what does the purpose of me living in this world? But as long as you have a goal in life you will have a purpose. As for you, now you are the breadwinner in your family, you have a big responsibility but this will teach you more about life and will surely makes you become a stronger person in the future.
Cherish life, live in the moments, and do not give up. Stay strong.
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Its nice to know you have a nice day, Have Faith! :))
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