I am amazed by the generosity of your heart, I remember the sentence that no human is tested beyond the limits of ability. it means you are a very strong human chosen by God. I can't imagine how devastated you were at that time in 4 months at the same time. May your big heart get a very beautiful gift from God.
Keep spirit because indeed all humans have their own destiny and must be lived until God says let's go home.
RE: Gracias Dios Por todo y por tanto/Thank you God for everything and for so much