Visual Meditation or Color Chaos?

Do you love this design? Or the color?

I wouldn't say, I like the pattern as it is more chaotic than relaxing. But tried something new. And new is good.

The steps of this work.

Step 1

I choose some random pattern on the app. But skipped some pattern or color which I thought was not fitting well.

Step 2

Then this.

Never tried rhis teal yellow pattern before. But liked the way it came out.

Step 3

Then did the ribbon flower.

Step 4

Finally choose the gray option and it started to seem chaotic.

Final one.

What do you think about this?

Yay or nay?

Thanks.

-@cryptoyankee