I am so sorry for you loss @pinkchic, I lost my sister three years ago and the pain is immense, because our love for them is. That is what grief is, a reflection of our love. My three girls prevented me from feeling hopeless, they very much kept me grounded. I know that you sister would want you to focus on making your dreams a reality, to live your life for her as well. Wishing you all the best xxxx
RE: Loss of hope is worse than dying.