It's not about you being evil, it was a plan that targets every single one of us.
It's about Availability, affordability, anonymity
Some of the reasons that get you back to porn addiction every time are:
1- Loneliness
2- Boredom
3- Inability to face reality
4- Childhood addiction (someone who started when he was young not knowing what he got into)
5- Your limiting beliefs
6- Relationships traumas or bad experiences
7- Memories with P (from movies watched before)
8- P Imagination (Mindset)
9- Failed experiences with quitting
10- Withdrawal symptoms
11- Ego relapse
12- Blaming thyself too extremely
13- Stress & Anxiety
14- Negative messages from beloved people that destroy your self-esteem
15- Poor communication skills
16- Failing to quit the rabbit hole
17- Lack of purpose
18- Tempting content
There are a lot of other reasons, and you have to figure out what exactly makes you relapse every time you try to quit, unless