Hello everyone!
Hope all are safe and well! βΊοΈβ€οΈπ
First of all, I just want to extend my heartfelt gratitude to all who showed concern and sent their thoughts and prayers for me. It really means a lot. Reading your kind words reminded me that I am not alone, that there are people out there who care, and that God always sends comfort through others. π
You are all right! I just need to trust and surrender everything to God, especially now that Iβm going through one of the lowest moments of my life. Itβs not easy, but Iβm learning to face whatever comes my way with faith. I pray that things wonβt get worse, and that I can overcome this with His help and guidance. My life has to go on. As long as there is life, there is hope. We just have to keep fighting because I know brighter days will come in Godβs perfect time. π
To keep myself busy and stop overthinking, I cooked some food today. I had fried fish, and then I cooked it again with a simple sauce made from banana catsup and oyster sauce. It's a bit sweet, salty, and sour at the same time. π It became our viand for the whole day. The fish only cost β±50, but I got 12 pieces, not bad at all! Itβs simple, but itβs a blessing. π
In the evening, I started my 10K steps challenge at Arca South. I told myself Iβll do this every day for a month while Iβm still here in Manila. My goal is to lose weight, flatten my tummy, and tone my body with firm shoulders and a sexy shape if possible! π I already started exercising yesterday, and Iβm hoping to lose around 7 kilograms. I weigh 59 kg now, which is quite heavy compared to before. I really gained a lot of weight since I stayed here in Manila without work for five months. π€
If I go home to Leyte looking chubby, people might think Iβm pregnant which Iβm not! π€ My partner and I havenβt been blessed with a child yet. It will be two years before we see each other again. Weβre not married yet, but we do have plans. β€οΈ Anyway, back to my walking challenge, it took me about 2 hours to finish my 10K steps. I walked several rounds around Arca. It was nice to see families, friends, and couples spending time together. The place was lively, filled with laughter and good vibes. β€οΈ
There were also food stalls in the plaza, making the area smell so good. βΊοΈ It added to the warm and happy atmosphere. Seeing people sharing food and laughter reminded me of the beauty of simple joys.
When I passed by a shawarma stall, I told myself Iβd buy one after walking. But unfortunately, my phone ran out of battery and I didnβt have cash with me. So, no shawarma for me tonight. Maybe itβs a blessing in disguise, I just burned some calories, and eating shawarma after would only add them back. π€
It was truly a great day and night, filled with small blessings that made my heart at peace. From cooking a simple meal to finishing my 10K steps, I felt that quiet sense of joy that only comes when you start to embrace life again. It may not be perfect, but itβs real and thatβs what matters. βΊοΈ
I realized that healing doesnβt happen overnight. It comes slowly, through moments like this when you choose to move, to smile, to keep going even when life feels heavy. I thank God for giving me the strength to stand, walk, and still find beauty in the little things. ππͺβΊοΈ
Every step I take is a reminder that Iβm still here for a reason. My story isnβt over yet. And with Godβs guidance, I believe that the best days are still ahead. β€οΈπͺπ
Have a Blessed Saturday everyone! ππππππ
Thank You Lord for the blessings and love!
Be grateful in every little/simple things and youβll find happiness you ever wanted! πππ
Everyday is worth to be grateful of!
Praying for the safety and wellness of all.
Heal Our Land Oh God!
Lovelots,
@shikika