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The harsh realities of life can some times be very painful to understand unless you in actuality experience them your self you can never learn some of these harsh lessons. Something similar happened to me in my life just 5 years ago and I wanted to share with you all.
Five years ago I was diagnosed with a depression phase in my life but the issue was that I was injected with a problematic dose of psychotic stuff which I do not remember what it was however after getting injected just after a month an incident happened in my life which really shook my foundations.
I went to a marriage ceremony after one month of being injected with the psychotic medication and I was trembling literally as an after effects. My psychiatrist forgot to prescribe me a specific drug dosage which would stop this trembling but that day I was really trembling during that marriage ceremony.
But the biggest painful part of it was every one did not come to me to ask me how I was feeling because they saw me trembling they went directly to my parents and kept asking them what has happened to me.
After the marriage ceremony was over and I was driving the car my father told me that a total of 15+ person came to him telling him that I was trembling and that I had to revisit my doctor.
Well I learned something that day that when you are all down and out and weak you will never get help from any body in fact you will be buried and this is exactly what these so called family or family friends wanted to do to me. They were not least bit of concerned on how I really felt all they wanted to do is give grief to my parents by telling them how miserable my health was and truly to embarrass them just that.
These are so called Muslims and through out my life I have been under similar situations in life where I might have been in a very weak spot but no one came to help in fact every one laughed at me so you know what I learned something that it is best perhaps to be more dependant on one self because people when see you vulnerable they are gonna just bury you up like the title of this post says very depressing to read but very realistic.