Have you ever found something that, maybe, it would have just been better to leave unfound?
Precious said as she just shook her head and without a word for a few minutes.
I wonder what could that be but then Her countenance tell that she has a lot to say but what could it be?
My curiosity increasedas I allowed her to take her time as we both sat for close to 30 minutes without anyone saying a word.
She finally broke the silence, as she tried to elaborate her first statement.
I got admssions into a school I have always wish to go to but my supposed mum is not in support of me going, I have lived with this woman all my life I have learned to call her mum and now this?
At that point I got even more confused as my eyes opened wide my ears became itchy but then what I have going on in my head was too negative that I prayed within me that it should not be what I am thinking, despite the fact that I don't want to get some negative news but then I still made an innocent enquiry just to clear my heads and my mind off the negativity.
Why did you call her your “supposed mum” we all grew up to see her as your mum, what happened to that truth?
Hmmmm!!! She took a deep breath all what we saw and believed to be truth happened to lies upon lies.
Well to cut the long story short I brought my admission letter to my mum who instead of being happy became angry at my new development. Her statement was why don't you go get some job to do instead of pursuing academics?
I refused her idea as I tried to mkae her understand but it led to some arguments that did not bring us to a mutual agreement so out of anger my mum said “ Then you will have to find your mum to pay your bills through this” at first i didn't want to believe what she said, I presumed it is coming from the place of anger but then mum ca not be this harsh.
So I allowed the atmosphere to be calm before approaching her again which I did after 2 days of not talking to each other.
Again with the admission letter but this time around she stated it clear to me with no reservation and even explain How I was brought as an infant into the house before she took me in as her daughter since she had no child then and that's it.
Her word's were as clear as crystals “ If you really want to carry on with your schooling then please you will have to leave my house.”
Here I am tryjing to see how I will figure my life for finding what would have been better it was not found.