Hey friends, happy Thursday. Thank you for visiting my blog once more.
It's another weekly prompt of the 
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Dear Diary,
It's me again.I know I have left you over a long time, but it has been hectic combining school, my blog and trying to learn new skills that would help me earn income. It hasn't really been an easy journey. We already in November 2023 l, it was really a fast year because I remembered when I last wrote to you in January.
Thank you for being a place where I write down my feelings when I have nobody to talk to about it.
I can't express how I feel but I am really really tired 馃槱. I just wish things would get better. I'm in a state where I am either happy or sad but numb and I can't feel anything.
I really want to crave what it means to be happy. I know I will be successful but can it just come quickly? I don't want to give up but I am human and get tired also. I really hope the universe makes things.
I have made many sacrifices for my friendships only for them to term me as a bad person. Sometimes when I choose to be wicked I just can't because that's not who I am. And if I decide to act like they don't exist. I just want to have real friends, is that too much to ask?
I appreciate where I am today but I hope I will do better. I'm really putting in a lot of effort and determination but sometimes it looks as if there's no result. I want evidence for hard work. I really want to be able to afford anything I need without disturbing anyone. We have entered another academic season and a lot of bills which involve my school fees and house rent. Thinking about all these just makes me unhappy. I really just hope a miracle happens soon.
Dear diary, I hear people say love is a beautiful thing. Yeah I agree. I have been in a failed relationship and I really hope the next one I enter will have a happy ending. There's nothing like having someone that loves you and cares about you. Someone you can talk to about your day and listen. I really want to love and feel love again.
Dear diary, I really hope I succeed in my career as a medical doctor. I want to own a hospital but before then travel abroad for my masters so I could learn more. I just want to be successful in all areas of my life. I also want to make a good result so I will be putting more effort in my reading
I also hope and wish my parents are alive to enjoy the fruit of their labor and see me succeed.
This is my emotions and how I feel right now dear diary. I Will visit you sometime soon.
Thank you for reading
