âYOUR CHOICE OF WORDS IS THE TRUE REFLECTION OF WHO YOU REALLY AREâ
Dear readers, and also to that one particular reader that has been writing so many âfan-fictionsâ about me, youâre truly a devoted fan! LMAO And hereâs my first and the last and THE LONGEST letter to you. Why first and the last? Because I will be too busy with my life after this unlike someone who has too much time in their hands. Hope you enjoy the ride.
This time I see you are using the word âINSECUREâ and also âJEALOUSYâ. Favorite words, huh? Why tho? Is it because you are also feeling insecure and jealous so youâd attack other peopleâs physical traits or characteristics or personalities just because you thought they have that same insecurities? Not everyone has the same traits, not everyone is like you, and not everyone is thinking the same like you! You thought I was full of jealousy? Canât keep a man due to my jealousy? Are you for real? My standard in men is high thatâs why I prefer to be single and childless till I meet the man of my dreams it doesnât have to be with him tho, because being single is a choice, because I would rather be single than ending up divorced with a bunch of kids, or maybe worse, at least I didnât get pregnant outside of wedlock and had to abort it, oops, did I struck a nerve there? Lol. God, Itâs ridiculous that I have to justify myself to the likes of you, youâre no superior, youâre no better than anyone, you think you are, well what can I say, thatâs what a narcissist would say and think about themselves, they are in love with themselves and worship their own reflections in their own delusional mind. The irony is, theyâd never use that mirror to reflect on their own toxic behavior. lol.
Yes sure, you know him more and whatever, this is not a competition, only you think that this is a competition, what do you think this is? A beauty pageant contest? And you are the Miss universe?? Lmao. B!+ch please, a smelly, ugly and unfĂ»âŹxable old b!+ch like you had the audacity to compare yourself to me, the baby faced woman in her 30s lmao, jokes on you and donât even get me started with why he had chosen to leave you, itâs all because of your toxic traits and how you had threatened him, and spread rumors, accusing him as an abuser (Damn, you pulled an Amber Heard there) and to smear his name and honor as a man because you canât accept being rejected and canât stand that he is happy now and Iâm so glad that he finally left your nasty a$$ personality. Donât blame me cuz you did it all that to yourself there. But with me, yes he had chosen to leave but only to chase his dreams and for a better future and I let him go and be at peace, if he has another woman in his life itâs fine, no man loves to be caged, and so do I. We are not the same.
Tsk tsk tskkk⊠there you are playing the role of a mind reader and a manipulator as if you know me very well from inside out, you think youâre so smart and intuitive eh? Your so called analysis about me based on your zero ground assumption are probably a description about your own personality. It is obvious. Funny that you seriously predicted that I would be confronting him, demanding to know whether all the lies youâve been writing are the truth, but what really happened was I totally didnât bat an eye? Funny that when I didnât respond to your provocative comments and fall for that trap set by you, you got bitter, huh, so whoâs the manipulator now? Funny that you made an apologetic posts months ago and acting like you wanted to be friends but soon after that you showed your true colors on social media, like seriously, who wants to be friends with a manipulative narcissist? Just admit it, you just want to be friends with me so that you can manipulate your enemy, thatâs your hidden agenda, just like how you manipulated his other exes, and they fell for that, poor girls! Keep it mind that Sun Tzu once have said, and I quoted "keep your friends close but keep your enemies closer" I see what you did there, lol. That explains why you have been approaching all the women in his past life, took their numbers while he was asleep (including me) to manipulate them and ganging up on him, and when I didnât fall for your manipulations, so Iâm the villain now, cool. Lmao⊠you must be thinking Iâm a trashy woman just like you, but sorry to break it up to you, I donât even control who he wants to be friends with or be with and who he wants to celebrate his birthday with, or whoever birthdays that heâs celebrating with, nor that I care about who are his exes! We are far, so Iâd just let him live his life and I live my life and grow and let see if fate decides whether weâll be meeting or not in the future. No use of controlling things that canât be controlled such as fate and the future and I believe and support that everyone has to follow their own âfree willâ something a control freak like you might not understand. Therefore Iâm already at peace, we are not the same.
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