I have faced many problems in my life I never got the help of my own people just all time try my self so when finish my try I don't know but I believe Allah I know Inshallah one day will be successful but i feel bad about myself when i see my own people It does not help but when to do harm no problem I am always happy If Allah does not frustrate me in trouble. I love flowers, when the mind is sad that time I am going my garden and I see so many beautiful flower when I see innocent flower, I forget everything It's better for me