Never thought that leaving them could be this hard. Although I still have a month or so but thinking how it feels to be away from my family really breaks my heart. Imagining how to end my night and go to sleep without them by my side makes me cry. How I wish I could just stay or if only money doesn't matter for our future then maybe I could. I love you two so much. I know one day we can be together and will never have to let go each others hand. ❤