i may have just realized years later, we would have never worked.
we had love for each other but we didn't have a future with that love.
the love had fire, lust, sex and star dazing.
our love had ended before it began.
during our time, i had never realized the realistic side.
we had years in age difference which i never thought would matter.
but that ended up being one of the main reasons we broke.
i was graduated and moving out,
you were starting school living with your mom.
i was 24 and you were 19.
i got looks from several and judgement for others.
but i loved you.
you were still partying while i had already done my partying.
you were going out while i had already done all my craziness.
you were still living when i was trying to figure my future.
we may have never been together in the end but i loved every toxic second of us.
allison mcnary