when we were friends after being lovers,
we found the line to not cross.
when you found that you needed me after you let me go, you cried wolf.
i came back around once to have my heart shattered like you did once before.
when two years later came too soon, you laid your head on me.
you held your head there wanting it to be true.
i placed my head on yours wishing time was back around when i was your's.
your intoxication tells me your love for me then and now.
if i wasn't so in love with someone else now,
i would have been stuck on you.
two years later makes me question your intentions.
you didn't want me when you had me.
but seeing me happy makes you question your intentions.
you never loved me the way i loved you but i knew this.
i just wish you would have opened your eyes when i was in front of them.
allison mcnary