My Lies Keep Me Hidden!
I hide deep inside!
I bury myself under all of the layers!
I'm frozen in ice!
Why do I want to hide?
I do not want to be hurt this time around!
The fear feels more like my home than the Love and Light!
If I stay frozen I do not have to relive the pain again!
If I stay frozen I stay with my ancient friends!
I don't even know who I am, so why would I share that with you?
How do I know that I can trust you?
If I let you feel me will you like the real me?
The Queen of Ice rolls the dice!
She wants to Ice Skate!
She wants to seal my fate!
She does not know how much she wants to be free!
Will you come and rescue me?
Dark Feminine!
You have been my best friend!
You kept me in terror with your gifts!
I know that you were just trying to help!
You do not know how to take care of yourself!
How can you take care of everyone else?
I do not need you anymore!
I am a big girl and can take care of myself!
-DDP 2/25/18
Photo Credit: Ella Sommer