dan it is not bad looking at the past, but dwelling in the past is where the problem lies. i believe in the future and tomorrow holds a lot of promises for those who can look inwardly.i know you are not nobody if you can agree with me.you can check out my Blogs and you will more reasons to resist.though i will soon post one related to your story.good luck and thank you for sharing.
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