As hard as I try, my headphones won’t go loud enough and my Vape won’t hit hard enough. Perhaps the great Mental standard of what pleases me keeps increasing (Because fuck it, I haven’t been condemned for it, right ?)therefore I shouldn’t just be grateful to have food and water , right???
Anhedonia is settling in.. Anhedonia is the word to describe the inability to feel pleaseure.
and yeah that is how I feel😶. (Wait, is being numb a feeling?)