Sharing self-forgiveness on self-abuse

We have another houseguest staying for a few days. Being around someone all the time can often offer some interesting insights into what drives a person. Mrs. Denmarkguy and I often talk about the Human

Oh why is he not smiling at me? Did I do something wrong? Did I not dress up like he wanted? Or is it something wrong I said? He hasn't uttered a word of admiration to me.. Oh this is killing me inside..