2019 has been a wild experience. a major reality check. it's been hard keeping it together. I've had to go through some things to get me to realize that time on earth is a blink of an eye and its gone. i have always felt i would be successful in my life but from the looks of what i have to show for. it's as though i haven't achieved any kind of success at all. i have not moved forward in life. so i have began to make changes in my habits and routines and began to take better care of myself. i haven't drank alcohol or beer since new years eve. that is actually a long time for me. i wish i had more time to post.
i hope everyone has a very productive day and everyone catches up on the things they would love to postpone. i am going to make a list of the things i need to pay to get caught up. i hope you do too.
have a good night. peace.
