The pursuit of purpose is a life long endeavour. I have come to believe that we are given not one, but many purposes in life. Either help someone, or do a project, or connect two separate people. We have to be attentive and receptive to what our daily purposes are so that we achieve it and hopefully reincarnate in an improved paradigm.
ps. I know the feeling.
RE: I've been lost all 2019 and I haven't been found yet. So today was a disgraceful ...