I am so sorry for what you experienced, but, from my point of view, you were not destined for chaos, nor did it start in chaos. Your grandparents were there for you, you were very lucky to have them, then unfortunately your grandmother could not take care of you, I understand, our grandparents get older and it is hard.

I am very glad that you have found your way and that you have a better life. I love your message, that message of strength and change. I exist for you!