Great to get a little inside perspective right from the source.
You are kinda like a venture capitalist with the added investment of your time and operations duties. The current value of the token and state of things on a larger scale should not be a mystery to anyone. Sucks to see how that effects a project like @holozing but totally understandable.
If it can be parked in its current form and kicked back into action when conditions are more favourable, that makes sense and should to others. Haters still gonna hate though and developing your skills to not internalize that and handle it with diplomacy is a worthwhile endeavour too.
Worthwhile things are almost never easy to do. Many of us stay silent but we have your back.
RE: Some weight off my shoulders