Thank you. Its hard to show emotions on paper if you dont have enough grasp over linguistics, and so i cannot show it, but your kinds words are very much appreciated. Makes me even a bit emotional. Not many have taken the time to understand how difficult it could be at times.

I hope so too that he is now in a better place, and i hope that, even tho this whole thing has nothing but bitterness in it, some modicum of deterrence gets established. And people, mostly my peers and kids from my generation who are entangled in this mess of psychedelics and benzodiazepines sees whats right and comes out of it. I personally know so many guys with so much potential yet they choose nothing but drugs over everything. Some of them couldve been great athletes or academics, on the very top of their game. I am truly blessed to have been given a second chance at a life devoid of drugs.. Thank you for taking the time to read my sorry ass post Mary:) thank you.