Living in a world where they say "learning never stops" deep down I thought that after finishing from the higher institution anything that has to do with the term "learning" has stopped in my life but then I was totally wrong. I just realized that the learning process has just begun. Everything in our lives revolves around learning; most of the time, we don't notice it, but we're still learning.
Lately, I've been in the learning phase for some months. I just started my professional program that is occupying most of my time that sometimes I forget that there are twenty four hours in a day because by the time I'm done with classes its already night-time then I would head back to the house and seat down to think if twenty four hours have been shortened or we are living in the moments of shorter days and nights.
But then that learning phase of mine hasn't been an easy one or should I say its been a kind of "mixed feelings for me" sometimes the feeling of stopping the program half way would step in and that moments I would start questioning the decision of starting it in the first place and I would be like " who send me work" or where did I go wrong. Then after those thoughts had finished flooding my head and vanished, I would come back to my right state of mind and remind myself of the positive impact this program will have on me.
Now the inside life part of everything, currently my life has been amazing "I'm not gonna lie" compared to the previous year that almost messed me up. I started this year with a fresh slate, leaving everything that almost took me out in the previous year without carrying it over to this year and so far I feel super and duper grateful for the outcomes I'm seeing so far. Aside from my studies what else am I learning? You might be wondering. Well, wonder no more because I'm not a wonder woman.
I'm learning to be the best version of myself every day. I'm learning the term "contentment" and so far it's been an incredible ride I'm not gonna lie and that brought me peace of mind. I'm learning to focus my attention on the things I can control and anything that is not in my power I let it be and move to the next phase. Life will always throw things our way that most times we would feel like giving up but then is giving up the only option? I ask myself this everyday and something sweet will boil up in my inner man and I will feel different. I will feel lifted, I will feel like a mighty wind just blows me into my right senses again.
Currently, I'm giving myself all the peace she deserves and that has been working for me. My mental health is on point and thinking properly not being bothered about certain things that are not in my power to change. I'm beginning to love being alone and not being attached to anyone "I'm becoming that woman" ooh they said we shouldn't be using that phrase often though but then permit for today "just today".
They say "every day is a journey" I'm happy that I'm taking this journey with myself and the ride has been amazing.
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