Life doesn't always go the way you want or plan that it will go. It hardly ever looks the way you first envisioned that it would look. It rarely feels comfortable or as if you have it under control, and quite often there are things that you cannot control. That's life. Life is usually what happens just when you are planing something else.
It moves at it own pace, which is usually faster or slower than you would like it to. It moves in its own direction, which is often not the direction in which you are going. It opens up when you least expect it and shut itself down at the most inopportune moments. It gives for no reason and take the same way. It start abruptly and stop just short of the goal it changes. Then it refuse to change, it runs smoothly, then hits a bum. It feels good for days, weeks or monthsvatva time. Then, all of a sudden, it makes you sick. It loves you then leaves you high and dry. It will help you out when you need it the most. Then knocks you and roll right over you. It will present you with an answer,the present you with questions vlthatvdo not match the an answer. You have been given, it good for a while. Then it sucks all the goodness out of you. That's life.
Until today, you may have spent a great deal of time focused on making life move around you. Just for today, be devoted to allowing life within you to flow in its own way, at its own pace.