It really honours you that you are trying to help your landlord to the extent that is possible for you despite your struggle. I undestand that though and says only good things of you. Glad Gigi is doing better. You both have undergone a really traumatic event and it's normal to need time to adapt. I hope one day you can consider to return safely to your home, or feel at home wherever you are. But that as all takes time.
Thanks for sharing your walk.