the thing is here, all the time and money put into it ... if it werent for last months €175 mistake i wouldnt even bother but now im a clown instead of coming to the circus to watch them 'believe'

i never been one for much hype or attention, ive been quietly on @goldmanmorgan and @tyrnannoght , helped out a bit wit a game or two and the api / cron for steemplayer , no fuss and i dont want any ... my own game was well over 50.000 lines of code last time i checked ... all things included morgan + tyr , the php + web + javascript/phaser for both + the cronjobs and the api ....

and thats all fine b/c i like doing that, well i used to, i try to find my like again

but i can not justify telling someone to get a steemitwallet if this is what happens and if the answer is 'more downvotes' while the upper scambags just GET MORE ?

i can not, maybe you can in the land of homer simpson but i cant do that ... i had NO LIFE when i found this thing, i was in a very dark place so i was vulnerable to false hope ... its just another lesson of how not a single human can be trusted

until proven otherwise ? no i will need LOTS of proof otherwise by now

so my life is where it was , its not like i wasted time b/c there was nothing to do that would get me anything i want

but it reinforces my views on most of humanity once more

... its pointless to withdraw at this stage im just gonna have to ride it out

(and they probably know that)