I'm sorry to hear about what you went through during that time and I'm glad you are feeling so much better now. This I read just confirmed the saying, "clinicians are the worst patients". Maybe it's because you have treated those symptoms in others countless times that made you treat it a certain way. We often forget when it comes to us as individuals we either downplay or over exaggerate certain things and that's why it's always best to seek help in matters like this.