Tonight I slept for over ten hours. Something that is not completely normal for me, nor very frequent. Today, as I didn't have to go to work, I turned off the alarm clock and ended up resting more. My body must have been asking for it, because I hadn't realized how I was feeling.

I woke up a few hours ago, about four and a half hours ago... I managed to stay focused and haven't broken my fast yet. Yesterday I ended up eating too much for dinner, and I still feel a little weird about it.

I haven't focused on what I should have already done, and I haven't done it yet.

I'm glad I got to read your reply.

Force it. Don't worry about how you feel before - just after.

And in it I found the motivation to try to regain the strength to force myself to do something for myself today. I really appreciate your comment, because it ended up pushing me to do something and not stay at home, watching time simply slip through my fingers!