Yes. Seriously. A few minutes ago I started a power down of 300 Hive Power.
I really have not planned powering down, but I had enough of the incoming cents, so I decided to do everything to reach my goal. Everything. Literally everything. This means that I am willing to even completely power down my Hive account, if necessary.
Unfortunately seeing the incoming cents, looks like it will be necessary, and it is still not sure that I will reach my goal.
If I will not earn enough for an RV, then I will buy and live in an SUV or in a simple car.
Of course I am aware that I will lose my four hours per day part time job in any of these cases, so I will have to live literally on my approximately $250 USD per month pension-like income for my multiple disabilities.
But I do not care anymore.
All that matters is that I will live happily and freely with my Harris's hawk. Even if I will have to live in a simple car.
Of course I will cancel my mobile internet subscription in that case to save money. Better to save a monthly expense of approximately $15 USD than earning a few cents or a few dollars.
I am really tired of this struggling. I do not want to struggle.