One thing about life is you are a different person to everyone.
To meet some people, you are quiet. To others, you never stop talking. To others, you are bad. To others, you are a very good person.
You always can be a good person in someone's story and you can also be a villain in another person's story. Don't just edit as one person, as one entity or as one character. Laughter you never hear your own laughter the way someone else does you never see the way your absence lingers in the room you used to feel of.
To yourself you are just you but you write a thousand different stories none of which you ever get to read but others will just interpret it for you to understand that is how life is and you don't have to fight or quarrel about it.