When a girl writes something at this time of the day when she supposed to sleep but instead she is writing the situation of her heart it means she is helpless. When no one is here to listen to her then she wants to express whatever is coming to her mind.
Life is going to take a new direction in my life and I am so confused about what to do. I don't have enough time I am given a very limited time to decide. It took away sleep from my eyes. I spend all night while thinking if he wasn't my destiny then why my heart accepted him as my everything? I have so many questions but there is no answer.
Sometimes I think I was the dream that no one has ever seen. I didn't allow anyone to even think about me. But now? I am a story that is incomplete without someone who doesn't even care?
No matter what, No matter how tired I am but I destined my evenings and night around someone. My heart has loved someone so much, I got so close to someone that now I feel like I have lost myself. My eyes get pleased when i see him around but I wonder if there will be anyone who would be able to please my eyes? In my imaginations I considered myself to belongs to someone but I wonder if I will ever be able to belong to someone else.
It seems he has taken away all the reason for my survival. I have no hopes and never had. But I still pray May he always be withing me. I don't know if he is a bad habit or my punishment, all i know is his presence is a must in my life.
I can't believe I wrote all this馃槀relax xawi don't be so emotional its ok yar馃槤.
Trust me guys one-sided love is always classic. Nothing can beat it馃槀 ok see ya take care, everyone.
