Hi Amanda how are you?
Fernando, hello! Fine, and you?
I blush as soon as I see him, I know he was in love with me from high school, but I have not seen him for more than 8 months.
Chevere ... what's your life? And the family?
Good! ... (I remove the smile quickly)
What else can I say ... I can not go shouting from the rooftops that my marriage failed, that I'm barely stuck in this cold and sad world ...
Fernando, I invite you a coffee.
A coffee? Well, I accept the invitation.
My God, Fernando smiles and I love those little holes that are made in his cheek. He opens my seat nicely and I drop my body like a paper. I notice that he is wearing a red tie with blue stripes and a bright white color next to his white long sleeve shirt.
Amanda, you're skinnier than the last time I saw you.
Yes, I know, my family is going through a very difficult time ...
Could I help you with something?
I can not stand the desire to mourn inconsolably and he approaches me and takes me in his chest.
Fernando my husband died ...
Amanda I do not know what to tell you, I'm so sorry ...
Fernando grabs me with his strong hands and wipes my tears with his thumbs, brings his lips closer and closer to mine until the alarm sounds.
I wake up and send everything to the devil, look at the table at night the photo of my husband Fernando hugging me with his white long sleeve shirt and his red tie with blue stripes and bright white that I like so much.
I want so much to go back to sleep to continue dreaming about him, that the man of my life who is no longer with me for 8 months
