Continuing from my previous post, The Royal Treatment
Roll out the Red Carpet - It's Embarrassing to admit how furiously entitled I have experienced/allowed myself to be.
I use to get so mad at Myself. Not realizing My own Disenfranchisement - Ironically making it more real - my sort of self accepted Defeat..Believing that Shit is Mostly just Fucked and justifying, the Harbouring of A Secret Victim Mentality - Eternally Burdened.
Cautiously Blaming the World as Time Turns the Tables..Caught Up in The Maze of My Own Amazement.
Wow.
Lol.
It's funny After you face something about yourself that is difficult, tough, embarrassing, sore, and hurt felt.
Funny from the perspective of, Oh, Whoopsies. That was a Mistake.
Mistakes are way easier to correct when your Life isn't so tightly wound up in being concerned about what people think.
Ironically - the more One is Bothered by the thoughts, criticisms, judgements and Opinions of Others - The more One has an Opportunity to Get Real about One's Bullshit.
We React as way to reverse engineer our Act. Our performance in fact. The specificity of our performance is sometimes generalized into the suppressed emotional feels.
Profoundly Ironic is that Everything is Always Exposed - Even when we are Hiding - Funny How We Goes - Access is a Result of our Access.
Royal Treatment is Born Within.
