Has it happened to you, that you wanted to describe something to another human being, an experience of extraordinariness and yet you were unable doing so?

Too often. No need for trips.
Especially as kid.

But I really enjoy becoming older and refining my language, being finally understood by others.

Still, I have these moments quite often.

I've also learned that it is not always a problem on my side.. often people just also don't care.. and just want to talk/ answer.. to something I didnt even ask/ question..
but, as said, it seems to me they also dont really care about what my feelings/ questions were really about..
...and it is more about "smalltalk" or "filling the void"

ofc I try to feel if they even care.. and if so I still try to explain myself (I think being understood is such an important basic feeling - we are missing today..)

but at some point (if my conversational partner really doesnt get it) I stop (frustration feeling)

I mean, people in their depths are the funniest creatures ever.

They are even so wise as visibly shape their front gardens into imitations of grave properties. Can you imagine it? Those little properties do have areas with graveled stones and tiny bits of greeneries in between. Preferably shaped into geometric patterns.
So, there you have it. They already abandon life during their life times and already imitate death in their front gardens. I must bow to this artistry.

Kannste dir nicht ausdenken!
Life itself is the most crazy satire.
You won't find a comic or anime with those kind of plots.

If I wrote the pandemic and mass media plots of the last few years into a roman, people wouldnt like it.
They would tell me it was too flat humor.

But in real life, it works.
What the fuck.

Also:

Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think