No thank you all for taking the time to appreciate my music really, it's the only thing tha keeps me persevering to produce the next track i mean that it really does.

I'm outgrowing splice.com now I am quite literally hitting a point of over-utilisation that's making the ability to mass produce at a rapid pace become a fight to find the next sound in any given production I have quite literally outgrown the sound libraries of both splice.com and the included loop library of the Logic Pro X software now.

It's now a prolonged/laborious and totally dis0heartening task to individually play through every single sound I wish to filter on splice.com's sound library in the most part due to the lack of simple artists name filtration on splice.com they do not allow you to remove specific artist names from the splice.com app or site sound lists.

This I feel is now transparent as to why they do not allow it, and it's because artists like no offence here this one artists that is the top of all sound lists is ESM now he is absolutely phenomenal his works are in some cases extraordinarily gifted masterpieces upon which i have built many many maybe over 100 total song projects as the foundation for it.

But he is understandably on the top elite sound producers hierarchy on splice.com but this thanks to no artists name filtration means he is always say 30-40 pages of every search you type in splice.com when looking for new sounds, if you take a step back and compute that what it means for say a producer the main user base of splice.com it means the user must first scroll down each and every single sound by ESM in a list as well as several other prominent elite algorithmically listed artists sounds one by one over and over and over again with every single search for something the user may not already have downloaded in the app or from the site sound list.

And when you think of this in a sense I am headphones on scrolling one sound playing back to you at a time in a row one then down arrow to the next sound that takes you an incredibly disgustingly long time to find sounds you have interest in using or have not already got in your library download from the past, this makes it not a joy but a repetition of every other previous search in the sound list to find that one single sound to fit the remainder of the song.

It becomes a significant aggravation as well as a majorly crippling barrier in the turn around of the workflow (production time) for every song.

splice.com need to allow us to simply block a list of artists names eg. filter by artists tab i write: ESM, dubstep this blocks ESM sounds as i have nearly all and pretty much all I want to hear again for now of ESM's sounds the splice.com's golden child/poster child for good reasons yes but I do not wish to play every sound of his over and over again like a broken record, I want to seek out by filtering out these known and over downloaded artists names now as i have them all i feel worth the work and militarised mission of going through playing individually them all again one by one to reach a stage i finally after over 2 hrs reach something new i don't have here and there it would significantly increase workflow.

So yeah it's really my time to go solo sound design unfortunately I am unable to play a keyboard/piano this creates a seemingly impassible barrier now, oh yeah i have such amazing ideas for re-makes of different songs from movies already know like click of your fingers what to start with a heartbeat or a drum rim sound loop etc but I have the whole scene in my head pictured as a movie scene for a cinematic production on a movie set but a audio and visual render of it is in my mind, it sounds crazy probably to most, but for eg. UNKNOWN FORCE that I had the idea in my head of exactly what the movie scene would be...

I in-visioned a human army of space soldiers like the artwork image masked and armed with laser rifles looking up towards an incoming alien ship the human side raise their rifle barrels up as the alien ship approaches/then lands/ and the ship rear door opens, with instant battle commencing laser fire from both sides soldiers floating away when hit by enemy fire and vice vs.

I feel i have hit my limit without tuition beyond my current ability, and this now means to learn composition by hand playing a keyboard using say surge synthesiser to create a synth and or sound for every keyboard melody and chorus etc. from vocals to strings etc this is what I now need in order to make my own masterpieces I need to be taught by a composer that can come to me and teach me repeatedly as I am mildly autistic see, that means i only absorb things i seem to take an interest in or are fascinated by, I may not absorb anything but not through lack of trying beyond that of the neuro-typical individual would try.

This means i can learn hands on in baby layman's grab and position my hands and fingers forget notation and reading music notes that is a no way for certain, but if you show me anything I mean anything at all that clicks when it does if the tutor goes home and taught me to repeatedly tap four keys say 1 black key 3 ivory AND i feel this is what I most want to learn to do, whilst the tutor sleeps I'd not sleep i'D STAY UP UNTIL PASSING OUT REPEATING WHAT i was shown over and over and over again until every day until they see me again and I would just obsess with it very little sleep nothing but that is my goal to master by repetition by perseverance.

One thing i do have a gift for is anything i finally get that may take someone else 1 day but me 6 months to auto play it if at all, if that locks in memory and I somehow mangae to replay it then almost always go way way past the normal level of understanding it, I become supernaturally gifted at it. so i have so much to give but i am now throttled by my understanding on a zero budget but if by some miracle some day I can learn to play keyboard/piano even just some way to play any theme song off the top off my head no need to know keys and letters for notes then that's when I'll start to really make what I intend to make rather than relying on sound libraries and the platforms of them to make music by pre-fab sounds often falling a million miles short of the epic and imaginative expression i have to offer that i am throttled back on expressing due to a lack of ability to play and compose it as i imagine it in my minds eye, those tracks now those tracks would be absolutely epic every sound I want a person to go WOW! every sound is amazing and makes you say WOW! I have that creative idea I just cannot let it out as i cannot compose it.

I have that ability to make magic i just have no way to understand how to play it to manufacture it from my mind to a performed played instrument sound if I could compose then i think i would obsess and produce some supernaturally awesome tracks forget the before then on i'd make everything something to remember in epic ways.